yan ye rocks da world! (:
keke.
she is super smart.
unlike bao bao.
haha.
and she is cute and adorable.
and she wans to eat hawaiian pizza now.
with lotsa parmesan cheese.
and she wans beef lasagne.
and spicy drumlets.
and bao is gonna treat her.
(:
righto!

Recap on the trip to sentosa yesterday:
I was supposed to meet Ben n the rest to go down for some tanning. However, coincidentally, my class also arranged to go down on that day. Since I've never seen many of my classmates for quite awhile now and that I've been hanging out recently with Ben and gang, my guilty conscious summoned me to make up for my absence from my classmates, although not many were going. Khai was the one who organised it la, and he said it was at Palawan beach. A few of us met n went to harbourfront food centre for our breakfirst. The chicken rice there is one of the best i tell u. Afterwhich, we went down to sentosa and made our way straight to Palawan beach.

Fik and Theva were just too excited, as shown in this photo. And before we came, while we were having our breakfirst at the food centre, a promoter came and introduced their duno what body spray to us. The guy placed afew bottles on the table and said: "Today i see you all so steady, so on, i would not hesitate to give you three bottles for the price of one." Theva secretly took one of the bottles n hid it. The promoter finally gave up after continuous teasing and jacking by Theva. He realised that he is missing a bottle on the table, so he kindly asked in a sympathetic tone: "eh okay u all dont wanna buy its okay, i really enjoyed my time with u all. u all very fun. but hor can please return me my other bottle anot." hahah! After much persuading, Theva finally returned the bottle he took. but before he handed over the bottle, he removed the cap and hid it again. Now sounding damn desperate, the promoter pleaded for us to stop playing him. And yes finally Theva returned the bottle cap. Being extremely nervous and embarrassed, the promoter shivered and attempted to hold two bottles in one hand while holding the bottle cap in the other hand. As he was trying to place the cap back, sheer carelessness results in him dropping one of the bottles.. and SMASH!!! haha. Luckily none of us got cut by the broken and scattered glass debris. Fortunately enough, i was just sitting beside the promoter and got a free shower of the spray on my right foot when it smahed upon impact, dissipating all its solvent, all its fragrant content on my leg. Haha. That poor promoter has to pay for the smashed bottle i guess.

Not letting the embarrassing moment affect our mood, we non-hesitantly made our way down to the beach.We reached there and walked down the entire isle of the beach and caught absolutely no sight of Khai la. haha. unless hes up there in the trees. if not, theres no reason y we cant find him lor. We then decided to enjoy ourselves first and try to find him again later la. In the end, we played until forgot to find him. And yes, we cant contact him cos he doesnt have a handphone nor pager with him!! Yes im talking abt the yr 2005, not 1905. So, with all of us feeling damn sian 1/2, we just said to ourselves that we do our own stuff and forget abt finding him or what lah. Anyway he've got his brother and his brother's friends as well. So we just went our own way lor. Beach soccer was fun, yet tiring, especially under the blistering hot sun, machiam playing soccer on a frying pan, cos even the sand is lukewarm. A group of malays came over and joined us cos we dont have enough pple to play against ourselves anyway, and so, we're more than happy and glad to have them. They're friendly and skilled lah haha. and they're funny as well. And sherfeeq actually played while holding a can of beer in his hand haha. Sadly, to no avail has it inspired him.
Being quite sick of soccer, we actually sat down and began playing with sand, moulding any structure that came into our minds. Shawn built a series of volcanoes with huge craters whereas fik constructed a rift valley or something haha. or mayb its an oceanic trench haha i duno. And then ray got angry n frustrated cos fik n theva threw insults at him non-stop in a joking manner, and he resolved to violence, throwing pebbles and sand at one another. The poor, hapless me, sitting in between them in the war zone, was not spared either. I suffered a headshot from ray, bloody hell!

Yes! and apart from playing sand, we all combined our efforts and inspiration to craft out a..... female body!!! hahahahahah!!!!! It even have boobs to boot. lol. budden, its arms are too long and shoulders too wide. Looks pretty much like an alien. it was pretty much a lumpish situation.


But after much thought and discussion, we felt that she was too ugly and needed a face badly. So we decided to construct her a model face. Looks too small on her though. Haha.


All in all, sentosa is basically a mecca for bikini babes and cheekos. or mayb not cheekos, but young, sexually active teenagers. hahaha.

Im feeling quite tired now and im fucking lazy lar. Dont have the mood nor the will to go out later. but the rest of them r going Gotham leh and im supposed to go with them. lets hope tonight will turn out to b a great one. Otherwise, i'll cry man! hahaz. Oh and justnow, keat n mark were skating arnd cck area and they gave me a call to ask if they can come over to my place. Haha dingus man!! skate halfway come my house. Think what, my house is the checkpoint arh lol. Anyway staying at home alone also very sian, so their company can at least bring me out of isolation. Guess what? all we did were playing ps and watching "movies". -_-"'?!!

Thanks to Yan, i finally know how to answer to Fiona. Actually, i have already had my answer on my own. Its just that i really duno how to bring it out and to tell her. I'm also in a dilemma as to whether i should give her my true answer or to deceive her and myself further. At least now im being true to both of us ya? That issue apart, Yan has been accusing me of treating her contumely and being utterly contumacious? haha i dont know what have i done to deserve such compliments. Sometimes, i can be quite sick of her wittering abt me being emaciated, dao, unfriendly and rude to her. However, her good deal of banter often elicits much laughter in me, and everytime she does she would exult over my stupidity. I must mention that she is being very didactic always, especially in our msn conversations. She's always so eager to spot flaws and mistakes in my writing, and then immediately correcting me. She likes to teach me how to be more polite and to be a gentleman. Im gonna feel alil' emasculated if i keep learning from her and obeying her. Haha. Not to forget, her conversations are always filled with witticism, which amuses me once in a while. Okay i know my english sucks big time, but hey, since when has blogs became an obligation to write flawlessly in flowery language? haha. If you dont believe me, read http://rockson.blogspot.com, which of cos is of no semblance of any perfect and mastery language. But yet, his writing is arguably eloquent and beautifully satirical, exuding certain quality that is prevalent throughout his blog. All in all, Yan is quite extroverted i guess haha.

i dont understand why some pple feel so fucking arrogant and still take things for granted. I dont see why some pple must always look down and despise upon others. We're all created to be of coequal status. since when has that been changed?

another matter that caught my attention is as follows: ive been an acs boy for 10 yrs and i've never experienced such great an extent of hatred and dismay towards acs. yes, some pple can b ignorant and proud, but arent you stereotyping to draw that dismissive opinions of yours towards the entire school on the whole? Why give that long disdainful look when the term acs comes across?

Sadly, ive admitted that i already gave up on some pple.
im accused of being insensitive towards her.
she said that im always compromising her.
and that she shouldnt have even stepped into my world in the first place.
am i that selfish?
am i obliged to feel the same way as u feel for me?
you are like my sister, my best friend.
i thought you are the one that has been the most real to me.
wearing no facade but being your very self.
i trusted u the most more than i trust anyone.
we could have became lifelong friends
seeking spiritual reconciliation togather.
now that you asked me if there's any chance between us,
and that you demanded a straightforward answer from me,
I am in a dilemma
where my thoughts are dissipated and scattered
not knowing whether to speak my mind or to lie to you.
fearing that once you know the answer,
we might no longer be friends even.
you will always be the best friend i ever had.
whether that will continue, i do not know.

go find your true happiness
for i am not good enough for you
or perhaps
you just dont know me well enough to get turned off
i am not as pure and innocent as u think
far from decent is what i am
wait till you see a different side of me
only then would you wake up into realisation of your senses

Came back home not long ago after meeting the guys to go shopping for foundation haha. We plan to wear makeup for new yr party, paint our nails, lipgloss n stuff, indulging ourselves in a lil' world of metrosexuals. okay like WHATEVER?! then we came all the way back to lot1 and had supper. we had some green cold beancurd which is FCUKING NICE I SWEAR!! and meanwhile, Daryl said that boxing day is to commemorate Muhammed Ali, the great boxing legend and i almost bought it? haha. Daryl hafta go off halfway to meet his fren for movie, so the rest of us went to play pool.

We're like supposed to meet at 6 at jurong point but i woke up at arnd 8 plus and i rushed all the way down there. haha im a pig. oversleeping is my niche.

On friday, the bunch of us went to indochine and partae'ed till our balls drop. Its really fun larh, but on the worse note, there were some mishaps. Firstly, i duno who da hell carried me up to the bloody table larh then force me to dance on the table. The thing is that the table itself is unstable, shaking and swaying in all directions. So there u go, a lil' poor fella, trying hard to even keep his balance on the table, not to mention dancing on it. Then, VIOLA, two bouncers came to stop me from going far too wild above, amdist a confinement of submissive fellas swaying conservatively, in all ways but satisfying their libido. As a result, i came down from the table lest i get kicked out of the place. Secondly, a jovial Ben poured a cup of cigarette ash onto my body, thinking that the cup was empty and clean. To add icing to the cake, the gargantuan Sathiya topped it off by pouring a cup of leftover liquor onto my hair. Oh great thanks, i went back home the next morning smelling as if i've drank much and smoked. Hey but thats not me, cos im the good boy, your next door gentlekid so innocently pure. DINGUS!

And u know what... we received an appalling msg that MARK GOT INTO A FIGHT....

...like WOW, A FIGHT. so all of us went out to check out whats wrong.

yes and we learn that Mark danced dirty with this girl which a guy have been eyeing for a week? SO the damn damn damn guy confronted Mark and talked things out. its unforgivably intruguing to all of us that some pple actually wanna get into a fight just over such minute and meaningless shit matter? Furthermore, the girl don't even know the damn guy well, needless to say like him or what. In fact, she's quite pissed off and irritated by the damn guy as well. If she can find happiness in Mark, i see absolutely no reason why she cant have her own freedom and rights to choosing her dance partner. And is she obliged to turn away from all guys other than the damn him in the first place? Fucking penishead indeed, and a fat one. Trying to act tough in front of his girl arh? Ball'less shit. nincompoop. get a life.

Just as things are resolving and residing to idle, where both parties are shaking hands and bidding peace, Shankar suddenly marched out with that want-to-fight-but-dont-dare-to-fight face and shouted:

"Hey dae nbccb who is the one that wanna fight ar dae?"

like -_-'"? haha a great turnoff man. Thank God no fight that day. Cos its christmas eve's eve.

Went back home the next day morning and indulged in that welcoming bed of mine. *orgasm.
Some of us guys went over to Keat's house that night and spent our entire night there. Played xbox, cards, basketball and ate cup noodles, with Black Cat to boot. then it rained. like thanks man.

Spent my christmas eve at keat's house at the expense of forgoing my friend's invitation to mos. Kelvin asked me to go mos with him on that saturday night but i already have other commitment. so perhaps tomorrow, which will be monday(time flies so damn fast), i will probably meet him to go real shopping, window shopping and slack arnd. SEE YA KELV!!!!

Just came back frm coccolatte(again) today. I went there yesterday night following Kiat's great recommendation haha.. seriously, I've always have a bad impression of that place, ever since the cjc party last week. The music was below average, but what turns people off is its layout, having two storeys and yet still so damn freaking small and cramped. second storey is where the dance floor is located and the lounge and bar is at the first floor. Its like damn sian cos pple dancing halfway hafta go all the way down to get drinks. On the other hand, pple drinking and slacking below can't see whats happening on the dance floor. With great tact, the deejay isn't impressive at all. I cant say that he sucks cos i cant do any better. But hey u know what? He's freaking paid to do his job right which he didnt. Overall, cocolatte gave me much lamentable experiences.

After the coccolatte, we went straight to lido macs to chill. Ben, Mark, Kiat, Daryl and I. We literally sat down there and did nothing for like freaking 30mins larh, and the Daryl suggested going to old changi hospital for some ghost haunting lar haha.. Following which, we went to forum macs to hav our breakfirst and talked about everything under the sun, from myths to ghost storys, even to the extent of discussing that US' armstrong is not the first person to have landed on the moon and that US made it up, having their video, where armstrong planted the US flag on the moon, shot in a studio.. haha.. Also, Ben fell asleep larh, so the rest of us actually ran out of the macs and called him. And that dingus actually switched his phone to slient mode lah. So, we went back in and took a picture of him aslp lol. We told the girl at the counter to wake him up after we leave, which she did, and he called us asking where are we. We were hiding behind on the second floor secretly spying at him, and we told him we're in the cab on our way home after subsequent failed attempts to wake him up.. hahaha.. He actually believed us?? WTH....

Waited for the freaking 1st bus whereby Daryl and I went to Mark's house to slack. Played winning eleven and i won mark 4-1 hahahaha!! We also played monopoly lah, only three of us. The game ended prematurely cos Daryl hav to go off early.

Reached home at arnd 12 noon and slept till arnd 5? yup. okay im still sleepy.

Haiz.. really sian 1/2.. freaking slept till 5pm this afternoon.. and im suffering from exfoliation. Geez. My skin's peeling machiam onion. Haiz.. see larh the result of overexposure to the sun.. Sleeping that time also don't dare to move around too much.. afraid that I'll wake up the next day lying on a pool of shedded skin.. eeek! Sian.. nowadays go out must wear long sleeve.. or else.. malu..! The feeling of having loose skin hanging helplessly on your body ain't pleasurising at all..

My friends are going coccolatte tomorrow.. he is not going. My friend's friends are going. I'm going too. But actually don't feel like going cos im not in the mood lah. Furthermore, with my loose skin, I'm afraid I might mess up the dance floor with a layer of weathered skin and regolith.. Furthermore, coccolatte is so damn small.. In conclusion, I'm going lah for the sake of accompanying my friends. Really sian 3/4.

On friday, the 23rd, they're going indochine. Initially they were in a dilemma whether to go to cb or mos. But they've set their mind on a decision finally... Haiz.. shedding skin again as I'm typing this.

Caught king kong yesterday with kym and the movie was freaking 3 hrs long lah.. sit until my ass also grew fungus and algae, mosses and lichens.. ha hahaa... and i pleaded with her to smoke less, but habits are hard to get rid of larh.. today she msged me and told me that she's taking halfday off her work cos she's not feeling well. Hope she's recuperating now...

The top 3 things i dislike(not hate) the most in people:

1. Descrimination of other people.

2. Thinking that the World revolves around themselves.

3. Followers' mockery and inappreciation of their leaders.

I shall state an instance for the first point. When a couple is walking...

...okay forget it. I'm too tired to give my account.

Just woke up at around 6pm today after a rejuvenating sleep since 5am this morning. That is a whopping 13 hours sleep. Haha. The past 3 days have been of crests and troughs, although its real tiring. I have not slept since wednesday afternoon until today morning. I accompanied my friends to zouk on wednesday night since i had nothing to do at home anyway. We met up at around late evening for dinner and immediately rushed our way down. Even until today, i would not believe that the place was once an abandoned and isolated warehouse 9 years ago.

On the whole, the place is nice. The music they play and the ambience there just seem to blend in togather. However. on the flip side of the coin, its extremely crowded to the extend whereby its near impossible for anyone to fall down.

Bounced into quite a few friends down there as well, seeing people like choonhock, daniel and others that I haven't seen for ages, haha at least won't feel alienated there lah.

I feel that zouk is like a labyrinth of halls resonating with retro and r&b music. But i like the concept lah. Another thing to note is that with its crowded environment, its only normal that people would always brush across you. There was one point of time whereby a guy dancing behind me kept brushing his butt against mine continuously lah. Fuck la kena molested. He must have thought that a girl was behind him, or that he's just a freaking gay! There was this group of ns men there who i think were inebriated. They kept cheering one another on for whatever unknown reason. Its kind of astonishing to me that they knew their limits and still persisted to drink beyond their capacities. This way, their entire night is gone, having their selfs overwhelmed by their subconsiousness.

After zouk, we went to chill at a nearby pratashop. It was freaking thirsty at that point of time lah, so we bought drinks to quench our thirst. Thereafter, Ben, Kiat and I went back home to bathe and met up almost immediately. We headed down to sentosa for some tanning haha cos Ben wanted to be more tanned for that night's event at coccolatte. We applied suntanning lotion and got fried under the sun literally. Ben insisted on tanning a lil' longer cos he really desired to be more tanned than keat, who is perhaps one of the blackest chinese I've ever seen lah.

Result: three overcooked and roasted fellas attending coccolatte who looked drunk even before they entered the place...

...and the place got fucking raided?!

Many underaged people got brought to one corner and questioned. I believe they were at most given a warning ba, cos many of whom were first time offencers. My friend who is underage got out even before the officers came in. Its perhaps a blessing in disguise for him. Haha i cannot imagine if he got caught lah, cos he was using my other friend's ic, and they both look miles apart lah. I duno who is the guy that tipped off to us that we're gonna get raided, but he really helped my friend, and many others i believe. The cause of the raid is primarily because the place exceeded its legal carrying capacity of 100 people, allowing more than 300 people inside. I don't understand how are the people gonna dance when its so damn crowded. Are they gonna just stand on the dance floor, shaking their head and wiggling their toes? Talking about dancing, Ben, Kiat and I couldn't have too large movement cos we're overtanned and have sunburn. In addition, we're wearing jeans. So whenever we move too much, the jeans material would rub and grind against our sensitive skin. Hahaha i think its hilarious lah, imagine 3 guys dancing so unnaturally, and hear them going "OUCH!!! WOOH!!! URGH!!! GEEZ!!!" Ha ha. It really undermined our dancing repertoire that day.

After the raid, they slowly allowed people back into the place, but the mood and atmosphere was already gone. Sian 1/2. Keat, Mel, Kiat, Ben and I then decided to share a cab home. Since cabs are only authorised to carry 4 adults, and that there were 5 of us, we literally went to each and every single cab in the queue and said: "eh uncle, can take five of us anot? we going Choa Chu Kang area leh, its a long journey, you'll not regret to take us man!" Hahahaa. Reached home, showered and went to bed with my deep roasted skin feeling so tight, as if its gonna tear apart any moment under immense tension.

Last time i was chatting with my fren online when i found out something amiss with his typing...


initial-D says:
hi..
edelweiss says:
haha
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ur papers finished?
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not..yet..
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2moro.last..
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oh
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*censored* on fri!!
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no lah soccer
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u coming sch what time on fri
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11 finish
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okie..
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thanks..